Happy Thought # 34

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My happy thought today is medicine.  You never really know the difference of being on or off medication until it happens.   Sometimes you think you can make it until that next appointment but the reality is sometimes you just cant.  I have been off a medication for the past three days and for lack of better word my life has been HELL.  My poor family has had to suffer as well.  Not something I am proud of.  But today I was exhausting all my options to try and get this prescription filled.  Finally I just went into the doctors office and broke down.  Luckily they helped me and I was able to get help.  Note to self: listen to body and dont go without medicine if need be. 

A Better Day

I am starting to wonder if life ever calms down.  If we ever find routine.  How those working moms really do it?!!  Today was a quieter day thank God .  Still trying to figure out how to have enough energy when I get home to dinner and such.  lol.  Luckily I have an amazing husband who kicks ass.  Not all the time but most of the time.  He truly is a big help. 

We started out a chore chart for the kiddos and so far so good.  It is such a habit for me to just do the dishes or do the vacuuming but I really need to let them do it so they can get in the habit and enjoy it somewhat. 

I took my sleeping pill last night, you know the one that makes me gain weight, because I cant really go without sleeping.  I have tried it these past weeks and it hasnt been working out so well.  I have tried the melatonin and it doesnt help.  Luckily I have a doctors visit in a couple weeks.  Yay!!