Monday, October 22, 2012

Weekend Getaway!!

My husband has been working for the past 33 days straight so when he said we are planning to get away for the weekend with just me and him I was ECSTATIC!!  I truly love this man and any moment I get to spend with him ALONE I jump for joy and do a happy dance.  Kids are fun but sometimes the chaos and the noise get in the way of us truly trying to have a conversation and just enjoy each other.

Anywho, we began our adventure to the big city and talked about all the excitement of what has been happening at both of jobs.  Laughing at stupid things that dont mean anything and having a fantastic time!!  We made our first stop to Self Serve to get a certain something that we have been eying for a while.  We love toys but get annoyed when we have to keep changing the batteries or when the power simmers out and you are SOOOOO close to the peak you have been craving.  This magical toy is none other then the Hitachi Magic Wand Vibrator.
Not only can you use it for personal satisfaction but also for massaging which never gets complaints from this girl.  I got an attachment so it would be easier to maintain and I was not disappointed.  As much as I like the clitoral play I really liked rubbing this toy on my nipples.  Pretty sure I could have played only in that one spot and perfectly been happy.

Anyways after we got our special toy we went and checked in at the hotel Marriott.  It is a super beautiful hotel but not very people friendly.  You couldn't touch something without having to pay for it.  They had a bottle of water in the room but it had a tag on it for $3.50.  I still am baffled at the reason for them to charge for every little thing considering the rooms are not cheap.  Grrrrrr

We went and ate dinner at Ojo Locos because I was really craving their tacos.  My honey would have said something funny but I was really wanting their tacos.  They have delicious tacos and their guacamole is amazing!!  My eyes were definitely bigger than my tummy and I couldnt finish everything. But it was so mouth watering and yummylicious.  I tried my first shot here and that was great except for the salt.  I definitely could of done without the salt.  We made a few more stops and then enjoyed the night at the hotel.

On Saturday we were able to enjoy a kid-less not so quiet morning before our appointments to Massage Envy.   I always thought that Massage Envy was a school for people to learn how to massage but it was a very well designed business with professional employees.  My hubby and I had a couples massage he had a female masseuse and I had my first experience with a male masseuse and it was amazing.  I was so turned on at having another mans strong hands on me it was an interesting experience.  It was definitely more enjoyable having my honey right next to me.  Have to admit I was sore the next day because I told the gentlemen that I liked it hard and rough and kept asking for a little more pressure.  It was amazing!!

We enjoyed many stores the rest of the day and and even more exciting drive home to our own bed.  I am so happy to have gotten away with my love and I look forward to our next get away.

Sunday, October 21, 2012

15 Things I Like To Do

I don't understand why this is right after the things I like to do alone but here it goes.

15. Play cards

14. Sleep and lounge in bed

13. Laugh and be silly

12. I love to tease and flirt. It never gets old.

11. I love to self serve ;-)

10. I love to serve others and make them happy.

9. Read a good book

8. Walking

7. Being in nature. I love trees and their different seasons of color.

6. Singing, especially with my babies in the car.

5. Dancing, I love moving my body to any music.

4. Massages. Mmmmmmm a little piece of heaven

3. Be with my husband. He truly is my match and makes me so incredibly happy.

2. Staying at hotels. We should all get away once in a while.

1. Swimming or hot tubbing. I love the water.

Tuesday, October 16, 2012

Halloween Scare

I wanted to take my kids into a Halloween store to get them their costumes but to go to one would mean to drive two hours there and back.  I was going to resort to buying one at Walmart until I read Boobies, Babies, & A Blog's review about an online Halloween store.  Hello?!! Why didnt I think of that?!  So glad she posted it, because I needed the reminder.

One good thing about buying online is you can view the merchandise for the kids and they can choose.  It was so much easier than going in a store and having them go crazy over all the accessories and costumes.

So we have a Monster Miss Child, A Feisty Fox Child, Hooded Pretty Kitty and a Skeleton. (which I am having a hard time finding again)

Let the festivities begin!!

16 Things I Do When I Am Alone

This could get into dirty little secrets. . . . . . . . . .

16. Sleep - Seriously a no brainer

15.  Sing Out Loud - I do this when people are around too

14. Dance - A girl needs to sway

13. Read - Just finished the Grey Series and I think I might pick them up again

12. Write naughty emails - Need to free this dirty mind

11. Text my honey

10. Call a friend - Let's face it I hardly get to be in a quiet place so if I was alone I would take advantage of the chaos-noise free time and phone a friend

9. Take a bath - Love me some water

8. Enjoy my nakedness - I think we would all walk around nude if we had more self confidence, maybe

7. Play games - I am addicted to Shape Shifter, Nerts and Wordfeud

6. Work - I get so much work done without distractions

5. Eat - Snacking on food is something I need to break

4. Clean - I like cleaning more when I am alone

3. Drive - I get to have some driving times alone

2. Pinterest - Another addiction

1. I am hardly alone

Sunday, October 14, 2012

To Work or Not to Work

After being a stay at home mama for three years I went back to work with the idea in mind that it would make me feel better about myself and get me out of the house.

It has definitely gotten me out of the house and made me feel better about myself in a sense of accomplishing projects and such. But it has taken up a lot of time to where I have not been able to take care of myself physically or give proper attention to my family an home.

I am really torn because I love my job I enjoy the people I work with but the priorities in my life are not getting much attention. More frustration is happening because I don't have the time or energy to make dinner, work out, clean or play with my kids.

I need to prioritize and take a break once in a while. The bigger picture for me is saving so we can eventually move to our final resting place. A place where our kids will be happy and be able to settle in. There is a lot of pros and a lot of cons but in the end I just need to quit being a wuss and stick it out.

17 Words I Like

It is hard to pinpoint all the words I might like. There was one that I heard the other day and I can not remember at all what it was. I love random words. I love naughty words.

17. Groovy

16. Silence

15. Fuck

14. Classy

13. Pissant

12. Love

11. Sex

10. Fan-freakin-tastic

9. Family

8. Ace

7. Yum

6. Sleep

5. Delicate

4. Sparse

3. Water

2. Breath

1. Dick

Saturday, October 13, 2012

18 Names I like

There are soooooo many fun names out there that it would be hard to choose 18.  Then again maybe not.

18. Sophie

17. Jackson

16. Honey

15. Baby

14. Sweetie

13. My Own

12. Husband

11. Kid 1

10. Kid 2

9. Kid 3

8. Kid 4

7. George

6. Lover

5. Sugar

4. Charles

3. Jasper

2. Libby

1. Melody

Friday, October 12, 2012





Tuesday, October 9, 2012

20 Dreams

 Dreams that I would love to make a reality in no particular order. 

20. To fit into my clothes again. I have many different sizes but I would like to fit in the smaller sizes lol

19. To visit more places. I am so fascinated by everything and every place that I would love to explore. 

18. To be able to settle down and find a final resting place for my family.  As much as I love the change I would love to have one place where my family can feel safe, be happy and call home. 

17. To be able to take my children and spoil them with new adventures. 

16.  To be able to spend every waking moment with my husband (I know this will be far in the future, maybe)

15.  To be able to communicate with my family on a weekly basis just for the heck of it. We communicate but mostly to tell each other something important, plan family events or when we need something. I really want to talk just because. . . . . .

14. Right now I love my job and I love the people I work with!! But. . . . I would really like to take a break from work and focus on myself. Kind of get myself back into better physical and somewhat mental health since being hospitalized I have been on the go. 

13. To be able to go rafting. I love the water and I have always dreamed about going to Colorado and rafting down the river or any place really. 

12. To visit a lighthouse. My collection would not be complete unless I got to see one in person. 

11.  To be able to visit and take care of my parents when that time comes. My mom and I are pretty close and it would tear me up if I wasn't able to be there for her. 

10. I would love to have a beautiful flower garden and food garden. I dream of having a colorful and welcoming entrance. 

9. Having a food storage. I am slowly but surely having one come together so my family will be taken care of in case of disaster. 

8. For my kids to clean up after themselves. 

7. To come to grips and a realization of what I believe. I am so confused in my life on my beliefs that it is hard to pin point exactly how I feel. 

6. To be able to exercise on a regular basis and not be tired. Be more active. 

5. For my kids to be happy and overall enjoy their life.

4.  For my kids to learn something good from me. 

3.  To be able to go to Thailand with my love. 

2. To learn how to work a stripper pole. I know there are workouts out there and I think it would be fun. 

1.  To possibly get another tattoo. 

Sunday, October 7, 2012

20 Day Blog Challenge

I read Restless Vagabond on a daily basis and I was really excited about this challenge she started. Plus I wanted to start blogging to release all this crazy I am holding inside. It has been a hard month but I want to move forward. 
Feel free to participate too! To play, write a blog post about:
20 dreams you have.
19 quotes you love.
18 names you like
17 words you like.
16 things you do when you are alone.
15 things you like to do.
14 books you have read – would like to read – both.
13 songs you can’t stop listening to
12 facts about you.
11 things of your room
10 persons you can’t live without
9 videos you like
8 favorite foods.
7 persons/artists/both you dislike
6 things you can’t live without
5 Pictures of you when you were little
4 places you want to go to.
3 letters to 3 different people
2 languages you wish you know / want to learn.
1 phrase that describes you.

Frustrated With A Little Past

I am sure everyone has heard or are a part of Facebook. I have been a little more guarded with who I am friends with and some people I tend to think I am just trying to be nice but now it's getting to a point to where they are taking advantage.     

What is the situation? Well I have an ex-boyfriend and his wife on my Facebook page. We comment on each others status and have left it at that. Now this guy has decided to text me, since my number is on my account, in response to my statuses. I am a very playful person and I would respond to his random texts. But he wanted to take it further. I talked about his wife and how he needed to tell her what he was doing and I wouldn't talk to him like this. (My husband knew what was happening). 

As of late he has tried to take it further by talking about our past and things we have done. It started getting uncomfortable and extremely awkward.  It started bringing up awkward feelings that I had when I was a senior in high school and he was pushing for more when I didn't want to give more. He asked me why I was leaving him hanging and I simply said I was sorry but I couldn't go there. He said ok but it has been stressing me out because I know it will be a temptation for him. So I removed the temptation as best I could. I deleted him from my Facebook,I still have his wife on there. I don't know if I should delete her too. I just don't want the confrontation and I for sure don't need the drama.

I don't mind mingling with couples and consenting adults but when you do it behind spouses backs especially with people you have a past with it gets complicated and messy. At least for me I feel it can get that way and it scares me. I don't want to jeopardize anyone's relationship not to mention my own. 

Monday, February 27, 2012

Photo Challenge Day 26, 27

Something You Ate

I didnt eat an entire case mind you.  Maybe a box.  Maybe


This weekend kind of shot me in the foot.  I had two birthday parties and I have not a lot of self control when it comes to cake.  Soft and fluffy.  Yes.  That is exactly what it is.  Not to mention the order of girl scout cookies that just came in.  Heaven help me.  Lol.  The funny thing is I am enjoying my body and all of its curves.  I am truly happy with what I got.  Yes it would be nice to fit in some of my clothes again but it in the end I feel and look damn good.

Sunday, February 26, 2012

Photo Challenge Day 22, 23, 24, 25, 26

 Place I work
 My shoes
I dont have a medicine cabinet
Something Green

Wednesday, February 22, 2012

Photo Challenge Day 21

Favorite Photo of Me

I have a lot of pictures that are fun and that I like but this was a fun one that my mom took.  I am truly blessed with a good family and great support group.  You never know what you have until you are tried and test the limits.

Monday, February 20, 2012

Happy Thought #51

This whole weekend I have been in my jammies.  Except for when I went to church.  But as soon as I walked in the door I would go straight to my pajama pants because they are oh so comfortable. Plus I dress up everyday for work.  I dont want to be all dressed up at home.  Unless I had a pinterest closet that magically appeared then I would for sure be wearing those clothes.

How do you relax?

Photo Challenge Day 20


Some days I like it and some days I think it is sloppy.

Weigh In Week 3

Yay!! I am down to the 160's.  It is a joyous occasion.  I have upped my reps of my exercise which is 50 jumping jacks, 5 pushups, 20 situps, 20  mountain climbers, 30 second plank, and 7 burpees.  I now do this twice every night.  By the end I am sweaty and out of breath but I am so glad I follow through every night.  I take a break one night a week.  Just to give my muscles a break but I still move and try to keep active.  150's here I come

Sunday, February 19, 2012

Happy Thought #50

I conquered a fear today and was able to look past all the hurt and focus on the love and those that give love.  Love the sinner not the sin.

Photo Challenge Day 19

Something I Hate To Do

Shave my legs.  I would love to get them waxed but you have to let them grow so long before they can do that.   One of these days.

Saturday, February 18, 2012

Sunday Stealing

Sunday Stealing: The 99'er Meme: Final Part

Cheers to all of us thieves!

76) In your opinion, what makes a great relationship?

communication and trust.  you cant really trust someone though if they arent willing to talk to you

77) How did/could someone win your heart?

i guess by being open and non-judgemental.  unconditional love is such an amazing gift, everyone should receive it.

78) In your world, what brings on more creativity?

silence, pictures, words, anything.  have to be in the mood for it

79) What is the single best decision you have made in your life so far?

I have made a lot of decisions.  I couldnt say which one was the best because I question myself everyday.  Joys of depression.  But on a good day I would say marrying my husband has opened my eyes and I am grateful he still stays with me through all my ups and downs

80) Why did you break up with your last ex?

We never really broke up. I went off to college and then I just told him that I was getting married.  I dont like drama

81) What would you want to be written on your tombstone?

Lived and Loved and now waiting for those to join her

82) What is your favorite word?

Freak.  Or lately I have been saying flying fuck. whatever that is. lol

83) Give me the first thing that comes to mind when you hear the word: delusional.


84) What is a saying you use a lot?

"You rock my socks off"

85) Are you watching Idol this season? If yes, how do you like it?

No but I watched XFactor and I am so glad Melanie won

86) Were you surprised that House got canceled?

I dont watch house

87) What is your current desktop picture?

Some Japenese house on water

88) If you could press a button and make anyone in the world instantaneously explode, who would it be?

I would wish it on myself before anyone else.

89) What would be a question where you'd not tell the truth?

If somebody asked how I was feeling. 

90) One night you wake up because you heard a noise. You turn on the light to find that you are surrounded by WEEPING ANGELS. The Weeping Angles aren't really doing anything, they're just standing around your bed. What would you do?

watch them and possibly cry depending on if i could feel their purpose

91) You accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what's even cooler is that they endow you with the super-power of your choice! What is that power?

hmmmm i would say to see the future

92) You can re-live any point of time in your life. The time-span can only be a half-hour, though. What half-hour of your past would you like to experience again?

being a little girl in my fathers arms

93) You can erase any horrible experience from your past. What will it be?

what doesnt kill ya, makes you stronger

94) You have the opportunity to sleep with the music-celebrity of your choice. (let's say that you are both single and available) Who might it be?

maybe we can have a group slepover

95) You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere. You have to depart right now. Where are you gonna go?

ohio to see a friend and her farm

96) Do you have any relatives or friends in jail?


97) Who's winning the U.S. Republican presidential nomination? Why?

i dont even know who is all in it beside mitt romney i think gingrich.  may the best man/woman win but i hope they do whats right for this country

98) Who's winning the next U.S. Presidential election?

whoever gets the most votes

99) If the whole world were listening to you right now, what would you say?

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Happy Thought 45-49

 Working at a school there is soooo much drama and making things bigger than it needs to be

I seriously laughed so hard when I saw this picture

I was so happy when Friday came when I could leave work and have a three day weekend.  Work has been busy and stressful in a sense. 

 Thinking about getting a pedicure makes me happy it has been too long. Unfortunately I will have to wait a little longer because we have birthdays coming up. 

All pictures were found via pinterest ;-)

Photo Challenge 15, 16, 17, 18

 Day 15 My Phone

I used to have an otter box but it was so bulky and I didnt like that I couldnt just put it in my pocket and go

 Day 16 Something New

I had to get some new shirts for my new figure so I had some great fun at Cato's.  It was hard not to buy everything in sight.  I even found a shirt that was old school.  My mom had it in the 80's.  I guess it is true.  The 80's are coming back.

 Day 17 Time

I am always looking at a clock.  It can be a curse because then I dont sleep because I am so excited for the day to start.  I still dont sleep good Christmas Eve or when I get special visitors.

Day 18 Drink

This is my ginormous mug that I take to work with me.  I love it.  Everyone looks at it in the office and finally someone asked me about it and if I hide some vodka in it.  LOL.  It is all water I swear.  All 64 ounces of it.

Wednesday, February 15, 2012

Photo Challenge Day 14


Made some awesome cookies for the peeps I work with.
Actually I had some help from the man.
They were gone in a couple hours lol

Monday, February 13, 2012

Weigh In

Yay!!!  The number went down and I am so happy because I want to fit into my clothes again.  I know the hubs doesnt like it when I have to buy new clothes every time my weight changes.  It would be nice to stay the same with a variation of a pound or so.  But not drastic dress sizes.  
I finished my starter level and I found a exercise routine to hopefully tone up my problem areas on pinterest.  I have been doing it nights and mornings.  Once I get the routine down I will work up to doing two reps.  I am so excited to see that number go down!!

Photo Challenge Day 13

Something Blue

The little man's blanky.  Soft and cuddly and brings all sorts of comfort.

Sunday, February 12, 2012

Sunday Stealing

Today we ripped off a blogger named  Kyogres from the blog Hero of the BlueFlames. It's long so we will do it in parts. It was stolen from Nerdish. But, it was probably stolen there as well. So, of course, that will be as far as we go. Tracing back our theft's thieves might take some time. Take the time to comment on other player's posts. It's a great way to make new friends! Link back to us at Sunday Stealing!

Sunday Stealing: The 99'er Meme: Part 3

Cheers to all of us thieves!

51) Do you tend to hold grudges against people who have done you wrong?

depends on what the crime was.  generally know.  now if they done someone i love wrong you better believe you are on my hit list

52) What is your astrological sign?

the crab

53) Do you save money for anything? What?

spending of course

54) What's the last thing you purchased?

shirts for work

55) Have you ever had a relationship that you realized was lust not love?

ummmmmm no not really.  i didnt love some but i didnt lust them either

56) In a relationship?


57) How many relationships have you had?

in between 5 and 10

58) What do you want to tell us about your day?

it was snowing mad crazy and i loved it

59) Where were you yesterday?


60) Is there anything interesting within 10 feet of you?

a guitar

61) Are you wearing socks right now?


62) What's your favorite animal?

baby animals, puppies, kittens, cubs

63) What is your secret weapon to get someone to like you?

my smile ;-)

64) Where is your best friend?

she is in arizona.  i actually have a bff that i grew up with.  a hubby who is a best friend and i like to think my mom is my best friend

65) How did you end your last relationship end?

i went to college

66) What is your heritage?

lots of different countries

67) What were you doing last night at 12 AM?

i think i might of just fallen asleep after making out with the man

68) What's new?


69) What is the key to seduction?

touch and whisper

70) What was the weirdest thing that happened to you this week??

nothing to weird that last an everlasting impression

71) You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late one more time you get fired. What do you do?

save the dog!! or call someone who can

72) You are at the doctor’s office and she has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. a) Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? b) What do you do with your remaining days? c) Would you be afraid?

a) no i probably wouldnt.  
b) the same as i do everyday take care of my family.  i might cry
c) yeah i would be afraid and sad and worried for my loved ones that cant live without me

73) You can only have one of these things: trust or love.

eek!!!  love comes with a price

74) What's a song that always makes you happy when you hear it?

a lot of songs make me happy i love them all. really depends on the mood i am in at the moment

75) Who has your cell phone number (other than family)?

friends, coworkers, random people that get the wrong number

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Happy Thought #44

The hubs and I write love messages to each other. Not as often as I would like because we get tired or busy doing other things but it is still nice to remember each other.

Photo Challenge Day 12

My Closet

It's a bit of a mess because everything gets thrown in lol but I still love it!!

Saturday, February 11, 2012